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PSU #5 finally…

November 8th, 2005 by Ben Wagaman.
Categorized as personal.

It’s been a difficult five years for the Nittany Lions. Disappointment. Over and over again. Sometimes, we’ve wondered if there would ever be end to the tunnel. Apparently there is. Aside from a last second loss to Michigan this season, Penn State is undefeated bringing hope back to Happy Valley.

It’s been such pleasure this year to check the polls. The BCS puts Penn State at #5 and as long as we beat Michigan State in two weeks, we’ll be going to a BCS bowl game. It seems too good to be true. I guess the last years have bred a hopelessness marked by depression. But hope & hopelessness aren’t usually permanent. Who knows how long this will last? But at this point, who cares? I just want to enjoy the time that is and soak in the pleasure of seeing a decimated team rejuvinated and a campus envigorated.

Personally, I think it’s been good for the Valley to lay fallow for a bit. It helps to get some perspective and to lose some unnecessary blinding pride. You can’t learn if you are falsely proud and that’s what sports programs can tend to do. You think your team is invinceable, but sometimes you need a wakeup call. Penn State has woken up.

Pippin. Our Snoopy

September 24th, 2005 by Ben Wagaman.
Categorized as personal, pippin.

Okay, so do you remember on the Charlie Brown cartoon where Snoopy dances on his back feet. Well, our Pippin, like the beagle, Snoopy, loves to dance too. We even took a video of her so that you can check it out. Here’s our four month old gettin’ her groove on, Snoopy style.

The Wag-a-Dog

August 1st, 2005 by Ben Wagaman.
Categorized as personal, pippin.
Pippin the Pup

Pippin, the Pup

Pippin, named after the fun, playful hobbit from the Lord of the Rings, is the name of our 8-week old beagle puppy. I felt like Gandalf today keeping her out of too much trouble, while letting the little hobbit entertain me with her warm-heart and playful life. We brought her home from the pet store this afternoon and she’s so soft and cuddly. I took a short little video on our camera. Would you like to see our Pippin?

Kingdoms and Prodigals and Towers, Oh my…

July 27th, 2005 by Ben Wagaman.
Categorized as life, personal.

I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything here. The last six-weeks have been a blur. Since we got into Fort Collins, we took a number of seminary classes. First, the Old Testament class, taught by Richard Pratt was incredible. We learned what the Bible is really about. Who knew? The main theme running through the Bible is the Kingdom of God. Man was created to be God’s image (his vice-regents) to bring the will of God in heaven to mirror on earth. But because of the Fall of man into sin, Adam and his sons and daughters (including us) chose instead to bring our own will to the earth instead. Throughout history the Kingdom of God was administered through the Covenants: the universal covenants with Adam and Noah, the national covenants with Abraham and Moses and David, and the New Covenant through Jesus. There was a ton more stuff in the class; it was completely revolutionary to Kelly and I. If this piqued your interest, Richard Pratt has a DVD series on this called Kingdom, Covenants & Canon of the Old Testament.

Another class we took was Biblical Interpretation (Hermeneutics) and Biblical Communication (Homiletics). Every day we sat through a lecture and then went to a coaching group with 15 peers. Our coach, Todd Johnson, was wonderful. He really challanged us to go deep in the Bible, but more importantly he was our friend and really showed us love through his personal care and servant leadership. I walk away from this class deeply moved.

The first half of the class we studied in depth a passage of scripture (and wrote a paper on it) and the second half of the class we gave a twenty minute sermon on the same passage. My passage was the Parable of the Prodigal Son in Luke 15:11-32 and Kelly’s was The Tower of Bable in Genesis 11. We wanted to give you an opportunity to read our papers if you want. They aren’t perfect, but I think the Lord met us during this time and spoke to and through us.

Here are our papers:

Fort Collins

June 18th, 2005 by Ben Wagaman.
Categorized as life, personal.
Fort Collins Photo

We’re in the Rockies!

We just got here to Fort Collins and are adjusting to the altitude. The dorm we are living is on the edge of the mountains and we’re on the 10th floor of the dorm. It’s wierd to be living in a dorm again. We’ll be here for six weeks for our seminary classes and staff conference. Classes start on Sunday. We are going to relax and get some rest and drink lots of water. It’s like 95 degrees out here and really dry. Let us know how we can pray for you.

Meet me in Saint Louis

June 15th, 2005 by Ben Wagaman.
Categorized as personal.

We are in Saint Louis as these picture will prove. It probably doesn’t prove anything, cause I could have taken stock photo of the Arch. Can you believe it cost six bucks to park there. At least I got a bunch of cool pictures there. Maybe you’ll find them someday on a stock photo site. It’s beautiful here. We are staying in a bed and breakfast across from the oldest park west of the Mississippi. The owner of the B&B is sitting by his little fish pond holding his multi-colored parrot. There are are two dozen chirping birds singing in the ivy twenty feet from our balcony. I could put a picture here, but it’s more fun to imagine. Tomorrow, we will be driving through Kansas, the state that is wider than Pennsylvania, flatter than Pennsylvania, and windier than Pennsylvania. We’re going to try to make it through to Colorado tomorrow, but we’ll see.

another Einstein Article

May 31st, 2005 by Ben Wagaman.
Categorized as personal.

Another Einstein? by Joseph Verrengia of The Associated Press
Will there ever be another Einstein?

This is the undercurrent of conversation at Einstein memorial meetings throughout the year.

A new Einstein will emerge, scientists say. But it may take a long time. After all, more than 200 years separated Einstein from his nearest rival, Isaac Newton.

Many physicists say the next Einstein hasn’t been born yet, or is a baby now. That’s because the quest for a unified theory that would account for all the forces of nature has pushed current mathematics to its limits. New math must be created before the problem can be solved.

But researchers say there are many other factors working against another Einstein emerging anytime soon.

For one thing, physics is a much different field today. In Einstein’s day, there were a few thousand physicists worldwide, and the theoreticians who could intellectually spar with Einstein probably would fit into a streetcar with seats to spare.

Education is different, too. One crucial aspect of Einstein’s training that is overlooked, says Notre Dame science historian Don Howard, is the years of philosophy he read as a teenager — Kant, Schopenhauer and Spinoza, among others. It taught him to how to think independently and abstractly about space and time, Howard says, and it wasn’t long before he became a philosopher himself.

“The independence created by philosophical insight is — in my opinion — the mark of distinction between a mere artisan or specialist and a real seeker after truth,” Einstein wrote in 1944.

And he was an accomplished musician. The interplay between music and math is well-known. Einstein would furiously play his violin as a way to think through a knotty physics problem.

Today, universities have produced millions of physicists. There aren’t many jobs in science for them, so they go to Wall Street and Silicon Valley to apply their analytical skills to more practical — and rewarding — efforts.

Those who stay in science don’t work alone. At labs like CERN, the world’s largest particle physics center in Switzerland, 100 researchers collaborate on a single atom-smashing experiment. Publishing the results takes years.

It’s hard to imagine a renegade like Einstein tolerating it.

“Maybe there is an Einstein out there today,” said Columbia University physicist Brian Greene, “but it would be a lot harder for him to be heard.”

Especially considering what Einstein was proposing.

“The actual fabric of space and time curving? My God, what an idea!” Greene said at a recent gathering at the Aspen Institute. “It takes a certain type of person who will bang his head against the wall because you believe you’ll find the solution.”

Perhaps the best examples are the five scientific papers Einstein wrote in his “miracle year” of 1905. These “thought experiments” were pages of calculations signed and submitted to the prestigious journal Annalen der Physik by a virtual unknown. There were no footnotes or citations.

What might happen to such a submission today?

“We all get papers like those in the mail,” Green said, “We put them in the crank file.”

an Einstein Article

May 30th, 2005 by Ben Wagaman.
Categorized as personal.

I found this article in the Centre Daily Times on April 17, 2005. I am extremely interested on Einstein’s persona and wanted to share my findings with you.

Universe of Knowledge by Joseph Verrengia of The Associated Press

A Century Later, Einstein’s Legacy, Like the Universe, Keeps on Expanding, making the scientist famous for his Universe of Knowledge.

He stopped traffic on Fifth Avenue like the Beatles or Marilyn Monroe. He could’ve been president of Israel or played violin at Carnegie Hall, but he was too busy thinking. His musings on God, love and the meaning of life grace our greeting cards and day-timers. Fifty years after his death, his shock of white hair and droopy mustache still symbolize genius.
Who else could it be but Albert Einstein?

Einstein remains the foremost scientist of the modern era. Looking back 2,400 years, only Newton, Galileo and Aristotle were his equals.

Around the world, universities and academies are celebrating the 100th anniversary of Einstein’s “miracle year” when he published five scientific papers in 1905 that fundamentally changed our grasp of space, time, light and matter. Only he could top himself about a decade later with his theory of general relativity.

Born in the era of horse-drawn carriages, his ideas launched a dazzling technological revolution that has generated more change in a century than in the previous two millennia.

Computers, satellites, telecommunication, lasers, television and nuclear power all owe their invention to ways in which Einstein peeled back the veneer of the observable world to expose a stranger and more complicated reality underneath.

And, he launched an intellectual quest for a single coherent law that governs the universe. Einstein said such a unified super-theory of everything, still unwritten, would enable us to “read the mind of God.”

“We are a different race of people than we were a century ago,” says astrophysicist Michael Shara of the American Museum of Natural History, “utterly and completely different, because of Einstein.”

Yet there is more, and it is why Einstein transcends mere genius and has become our culture’s grandfatherly icon.

He escaped Hitler’s Germany and devoted the rest of his life to humanitarian and pacifist causes with an authority unmatched by any scientist today, or even most politicians and religious leaders.

He used his celebrity to speak out against fascism, racial prejudice and the McCarthy hearings. His FBI file ran 1,400 pages.

His letters reveal a tumultuous personal life – married twice and indifferent toward his children while obsessed with physics. Yet he charmed lovers and admirers with poetry and sailboat outings. Friends and neighbors fiercely protected his privacy.

And, yes, he was eccentric. With hair like that, how could he not be?

He famously stuck his tongue out at photographers – that is, when he wasn’t wearing a Native American war bonnet or some other get-up. Cartoonists loved him.

He never learned to drive. He would walk home from his office at Princeton University, sockless and submerged in the pursuit of the “eternal riddle,” letting his umbrella rattle against the bars of an iron fence. If his umbrella skipped a bar, he would go back to the beginning of the fence and start over.

In those solitary moments, he unconsciously demonstrated the traits – intense concentration, disregard for fashion and innate playfulness – that would rescue him when, inevitably, he would be interrupted by both presidents and passers-by to explain the universe.

“Once you can accept the universe as matter expanding into nothing that is something,” Einstein once said, “wearing stripes with plaid comes easy.”

Today, there are curiously few statues of the man. The most notable is a 12-foot bronze at the National Academy of Sciences in Washington depicting the wrinkled old sage gazing at his famous E mc2 formula. Tourists climb into his lap for snapshots.

Rolf Sinclair despises it. “It’s one of the worst pieces of public sculpture,” says the retired National Science Foundation physics program officer. “It makes him look like one of the Three Stooges reading his horoscope.”

The Einstein that Sinclair and others would prefer immortalized is circa 1905, when he was 26 and about to rock the world.

By day, he worked in the Swiss patent office in Bern. He called it his “cobbler’s job,” but for seven years he analyzed a stream of inventions dealing with railroad timekeeping and other matters of precision that raised cosmic possibilities in his fertile mind.

After hours, he would work furiously on his “thought experiments,” that smashed through the limits of established physics.

“Imagination is more important than knowledge,” Einstein said. “The important thing is to not stop questioning.”

In 1905, he published five landmark papers without footnotes or citations. It marked the beginning of an unrivaled, two-decade intellectual burst.

Here is a brief chronology of his miracle year:

March, 1905: Conventional physics described light as a wave and could not explain how light can knock electrons off metal. Einstein showed that light is made of tiny packets of energy, or quanta, that can behave like individual particles, too.

This duality is the basis of quantum theory, a pillar of modern physics so paradoxical that even Einstein didn’t entirely buy into it. His explanation of this “photoelectric effect” won him the Nobel prize in 1921.

April: Based on cafe conversations over tea, Einstein submits a paper that determined the size of sugar molecules by calculating their diffusion in the liquid.

May: He shows how particles (like pollen) that appear to be independently moving in water are being jostled by atoms in water that are moving chaotically. Known as Brownian motion, Einstein’s calculations confirmed the atom’s existence and by extension, the makeup of chemical elements.

June: Einstein’s paper on “special relativity” separates him from the mainstream physics crowd. Newton considered gravity to be absolute – mass attracts mass. It’s what makes gas and dust form stars and debris form planets.

But Einstein sought to explain anomalies in this rule. Scientists had concluded that light was just one of many kinds of electromagnetic waves moving through an unseen medium they called ether, and the speed of light is always the same.

Einstein recalled a teenage daydream of racing a light beam. According to the physics of his day, if he moved as fast as the light, then the beam would be stationary in space.

Einstein said the speed of light is constant at 186,282 miles per second. But it will appear different depending on where you are and how fast you are traveling.

For example, clocks on orbiting satellites run a bit slower because the satellites are orbiting at 17,000 mph. They have programs that help them align with clocks on Earth.

Or, suppose you were to “witness” a star exploding into a supernova. The explosion occurred thousands of years ago, but it has taken that long for the light to reach you here.

November: Einstein publishes an extension of special relativity regarding the conversion of mass into energy, noting that the “mass of a body is a measure of its energy content.” In 1907, he abbreviated it to what would become science’s most famous equation: The amount of energy equals mass times the speed of light squared, or E mc2.

C2 is such a huge number that even small amounts of mass pack big power.

This became the theoretical basis for both atomic explosions and atomic energy.

“Each of these papers is a landmark in physics,” said University of Maryland physicist S. James Gates. “And yet all of his work in 1905 is a prelude to his greatest composition – the theory of general relativity.”

Special relativity was incomplete because it did not deal with gravity. To Newton, gravity was a constant, absolute force. Drop an apple and it hits the ground. A planet traces a curved orbit because the sun’s gravity tugs at the planet.

In Einstein’s relative world, matter warps the time and space around it. So, the sun’s mass dents and distorts the space-time fabric, curving the planet’s trajectory.

He reasoned that even particles of light, which have very tiny mass, should be affected in this way.

In 1919, astronomers watching a solar eclipse observed the light from a distant star being deflected by the darkening sun’s mass – by a few hundredths of a millimeter.

General relativity laid the foundation for all kinds of discoveries, such as the Big Bang, the expansion of the universe and black holes.

Yet relativity is both so profound and confounding that even other physicists have trouble grasping its nuances.

Einstein described relativity this way: “Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. That’s relativity.”

In a lifetime that coincided with Rudolph Valentino and Clark Gable, it’s hard to imagine Einstein as a lady’s man. With that hair? And those rumpled clothes?

He had a passionate personality that drew admirers. But physics always was his first love and that was the trouble.

The young Einstein’s indifferent, even ruthless, nature is evident in his dealings with his first wife, Mileva Maric. She and Einstein were students at the renowned Swiss National Polytechnic in Zurich.

In effusive letters and poetry, he called her Dollie and himself Johnny.

She gave birth to an out-of-wedlock daughter at her parents’ home in Hungary. The baby either died or was adopted. Einstein never saw the child.

The episode ended Mileva’s career before it began. She appears to have been a sounding board for his ideas, but historians doubt she was a true collaborator. They married in 1902 and Mileva bore two sons, but their passion soured as Einstein’s reputation grew. He complained that he had no time for marital “chatter.”

He and Mileva separated in 1914.

“You make sure … that I receive my three meals regularly in my room,” he wrote in his cold list of conditions. “You are neither to expect intimacy nor to reproach me in any way.”

But eight years later, he gave her the $32,000 purse from his Nobel Prize for physics.

Einstein had an affair with his German cousin, Elsa Lowenthal, and she nursed him back to health when he collapsed from nervous exhaustion in 1917. They married two years later, but she soon found herself tolerating his girlfriends. They emigrated to Princeton, where she died in 1936.

Until his own death from heart disease on April 18, 1955, relatives and his secretary kept house for Einstein at 112 Mercer Street. He also developed attachments to several women who shared his love of music, sailing and world affairs.

One was an alleged Soviet spy, Margarita Konenkova, a Russian DemigrDe married to a Greenwich Village sculptor.

Another was Johanna Fantova. She and her husband had met the scientist in Prague’s intellectual circles that included the novelist Franz Kafka. She emigrated to Princeton alone in 1939. She cut Einstein’s hair and he telephoned several times a week. In her diary, she included this charming line of verse from the physicist:

“Exhausted from a silence long/ This is to show you clear how strong/ The thoughts of you will always sit/ Up in my brain’s little attic.”

As an old man, he revealed to Fantova a melancholy side.

“The physicists say that I am a mathematician, and the mathematicians say that I am a physicist,” he said. “I am a completely isolated man and though everybody knows me, there are very few people who really know me.”

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